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You know those days where you aren't sure if its going to be hot or cold? Like, its in the middle and its almost comfortable but there could be a change in degree so you bring a jacket just in case? That's my life right now.

I am in limbo. In waiting.
I named this blog segments Brit Mo on the Go. Ironically enough, all that I go to these days are: work, home and church. How is that for goings?

God is an amazing guy, and once you get to know Him, tough times come with peace, and trials make more sense (the fact you are experiencing them, not necessarily why.)

I just know that right now I could be really frustrated and give in to quitting or stick it out and see.
I'm not a big quitter, but I am  a horrible waiter. (as in waiting, not like serving food ((but I suppose I am clumsy so either way you look at it, I am just not that excellent)) ).

Waiting for ministry.
I desire so bad to be in full time ministry, but sometimes I wonder what that even means. If my desires are what my imagination tries to paint. Master's Commission was full time ministry, but it was too much of a bubble.  Because after you get out of a program like that, you get plopped right back into the world. You don't have your bubble anymore and things that were exciting before seem silly.

But at the same time I have an opportunity to speak daily with non believers about who Christ is and the Gospel that saves souls.

So I may say I'm waiting to be in full time ministry , but maybe I am already in it.

Waiting for my future family.
Ah, this will get you every time. I remember being ten and thinking, when I am twenty I am going to be married!! I am headed close to twenty two and my ring finger is as naked as the day I was born.

This will be the first time (sad to say) that I have faithfully committed my heart to waiting on one boy. Seeing my future with one boy and planning and what may be one day. Waiting to see if that's God's plan.

Just waiting. . waiting writing blogs.
this is for you

Ya gonna wait? Ya gonna wait and write a blog? huh? wait and write a blog? write blog? yeah? ya gonna wait? (If you don't get it you weren't meant to)


Brit Mo On the Go. . just blogging to let you know :)